Do you ever get tired of being you? You know - you don't like what you say, how you act or what you are doing at that particular time in your life and you're just...tired. That's how I've been feeling. And I think to myself - I need to talk to someone about it. But then my mind has a conversation -
Why don't you just do something about it?
I'm trying - but then - I must not be trying hard enough. If I was - I'd change
I am extremely good at making up conversations in my mind. I can predict what somone is going to say even before they say it - even if they never said anything like it before.
This is something I don't like about myself.
So - how does a person change?
I pray to God asking for help - then I read that He can do anything and I just ask him to change me...
It's not happening. Maybe I like being this way?
But - I don't! I hate myself like this. I try to change, I do. But I just go back to SOS.
Any suggestions???
